Trapped

Fear

So many times i wish i had heard “everything’s alright”

For so long I’ve kept this fears locked

Deep inside my chest a hole world crumbles

Everything trembles before a mere thought

Just a feeling, a chill down my spine

I shiver and I fall

I hear your voice

Your hand caress my cheek

You say it’s ok

Yet I dread the worst

I can’t make it stop

i care for you so much…so I worry

yes, I’m not as cold as I though I was

I’m not dead anymore

I can feel the pain

And so I cry in fear

Like a child I embrace my knees against my chest

I scratch the floor as if I could hold on to it

I shut my eyes so hard it hurts

I try to see you…to reach you

I gasp your name hoping you can hear me

So you know I’m there…I’ll always be

So I can breathe again knowing you’re there too.

*Lilith*