A fragile existance

Shattered

i’m so foolish
i thought i could accomplish
yet look at me now
I’m broken
The numbness takes over
From the skin to the cuore
I was selfish and I was wrong
But that doesn’t matter now
Cause there’s nothing left
Of what I once was
My instincts guide me into a dreadful path
I can’t take control of what’s left of my mind
How can I fight
When I’ve already lost
How to keep standing
When you’re in pieces
Is my heart crying in blood
Strong enough to hold on a bit more?
Even when there’s nothing left but pain
Those damned red strings
Surround me with their cold sharp edges
Devouring every last of my strength
Calling for a stronger pain to come
Reminding this fragile body
That a curse of a vow will stand
until the box’s melody
the beat of a life
Can no longer be heard

*Lilith*